Well, this morning was going fairly well for a while...then my sister decided she was gonna bug me to no end about the computer and what not. I'm about to drag her outside and hang her from a tree by her tongue. Then my mom got home and started pestering me about calling Alyssa. I love my friend dearly, as you all know, but right now she's the last person that I want to think about. I'm pretty sure that my heart's been ripped in two throughout this whole thing, and to be pestered and annoyed about it is driving me insane! I'd love to spend more time with her, but she needs all the rest she can get right now, with her having undergone another surgery on Tuesday, and chemo and radiation as well sometime this week. Besides, it doesn't look like she's home right now. I know I told my mom that I'd let her know if this whole ordeal was affecting my mental state, given what's happened in the past, but you know what? I think that's a promise that I'll break, and I usually don't break promises. I don't care though! I just want people here to SHUT UP and LEAVE ME ALONE!! They don't get that when I want space, you'd better give it to me, or I'll go ahead and strangle you! The year 2007 has been hell on earth for both me and Lyssa, and I don't need people making it f***ing worse!